It has been, yet again, the best week ever!!!!! So many awesome and miraculous things have occurred! :)
I have a lot of mixed feelings. In a letter I got from President and Sister Berry, I liked the way they said it. They said they were sure we all had a lot of "tender and mixed feelings," and boy is that the truth! I am happy to have served a mission. I am very happy thinking of all of the good times I have had, my past companions, my old areas, the people I have worked with, and the miracles I have seen. At the same time, I feel nostalgic (classic me) thinking about all of those same things! I feel proud of what I have done. I also wonder if I could have done more. I am excited to be at home with all of you in my beautiful state for Christmas. I am also sad to leave my home and all of my family in my beautiful state next week. It has been such a sacred and wonderful experience to be a missionary for the Lord Jesus Christ. This is such a beautiful place for me. I know it needs to end; it is how it is supposed to be. There are a lot more things for me to do in life. But it is so special to be a missionary. So special. I can't really explain how I feel, but I tried my best.
On the other hand, I am totally anxious about coming home (surprised, anyone?). I don't know why, but I am kind of scared too! It is just going to be an interesting change in dynamic. I am glad that we will be busy because it is Christmas; it would be horrible to come home in like the middle of summer where nothing is going on!
Love, Hermana Allred
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